May 25, 2009
May 19, 2009
May 15, 2009
Amen!
I love reading my bible; I love praying alone; I love singing hymns to God and throw down all crowns; I love to seek His face at every new day for more of Him today!
I love my God, don't you? :>
I love my God, don't you? :>
May 14, 2009
May 13, 2009
Taken
This movie 'Taken' was a real good one. Go catch it. The real world is scary."Daddy, you found me!"
Just like how He found us.
May 12, 2009
RED RAIN FEVER
Adriena: Why is red the best colour?! (Referring to his nickname, see below)
Leon 'Red is the colour of the Rain on May 23 and 24! Ask me why! (:':
Cos weather forcaster announced that on that 2 days, the rain will be red
no reason
haha
mother nature
LOL
Red Rain's the coolest band ever and I mean it from my heart. I'm really excited about it because it's more than the music and lights. It's the Light in their darkess and Love in the midst of their hate. We need to go back down and be the vessels that are being called. This is the time to really love and it shouldn't be a one time thing...
Let's do it together. 2000 is easy!
May 11, 2009
Harvestwho
When Teddy Grams and Finger Paint come together, they bring creativity back on its feet once again.May 8, 2009
Epic moment of expectations
I press on towards the high calling.
Convictions will sink into the hearts, and so will the burden.
Deeper, more.
His maturity grew, so proud of him! :>
It is my honour to be part of the next generation, building and helping them.
Convictions will sink into the hearts, and so will the burden.
Deeper, more.
His maturity grew, so proud of him! :>
It is my honour to be part of the next generation, building and helping them.
May 7, 2009
1234
Flow through.
In awe, admiration, desire, hopes, ownership, responsiblity.
It's good to see someone smile. We went to visit Crystal @ KK Hospital. Surprised her 2 by 2 (like Noah) up ward 75. She was beaming. Her mom and aunt also had a really good impression of us. They were impressed.
It's beyond that. Strength, not weak. Yes.
In awe, admiration, desire, hopes, ownership, responsiblity.
It's good to see someone smile. We went to visit Crystal @ KK Hospital. Surprised her 2 by 2 (like Noah) up ward 75. She was beaming. Her mom and aunt also had a really good impression of us. They were impressed.
It's beyond that. Strength, not weak. Yes.
May 6, 2009
Puzzle fix
I call this living life.
Nadine and I are chatting..
Zee Avi on my playlist.
Set of to-dos by dawn.
Eager to work since there isn't school on Weds.
Nights
Nadine and I are chatting..
Zee Avi on my playlist.
Set of to-dos by dawn.
Eager to work since there isn't school on Weds.
Nights
May 5, 2009
Beams
Twitter just allows me more space.
I am so inspired by our very own Pastors. They have made the way and allowed us to walk in the path they have carved. We will reach 2000 in a jiffy.
I cannot wait.
In the meantime, it's back to the roots and more roots.
Ahhhh, love the smell of fertilizers (not literal) and fresh sunlight.
I am ready and all set.
I am so inspired by our very own Pastors. They have made the way and allowed us to walk in the path they have carved. We will reach 2000 in a jiffy.
I cannot wait.
In the meantime, it's back to the roots and more roots.
Ahhhh, love the smell of fertilizers (not literal) and fresh sunlight.
I am ready and all set.
Fall alseep in ropes of dreaming
GO.
Everyone has so much to say, so much to do.
But we forget one thing.
Thank You for Your endless efforts.
I finally understood.
It just brings goosepimples everytime He unveils something bit by bit.
You just need to get yourself together. I realise between 16-18, it is the phase that is the hardest but most satisfying to pass.
You can do it. Don't give up. We're beliving in you. Keep pressing on. :>
Everyone has so much to say, so much to do.
But we forget one thing.
Thank You for Your endless efforts.
I finally understood.
It just brings goosepimples everytime He unveils something bit by bit.
You just need to get yourself together. I realise between 16-18, it is the phase that is the hardest but most satisfying to pass.
You can do it. Don't give up. We're beliving in you. Keep pressing on. :>
May 4, 2009
Tip of the cream
Communicate convictions, culture, character and choice.
It is the roots that cause the tree to bear much fruit.
Many a times people are in awe of the fruits more than the roots which should be the other way round.
Although the immediate thought of roots are: tedious, dirty and more ploughing, that is how a tree gets growing.
To bear good fruits, we need to have good roots.
Shouldn't we then take to observe our roots(insides, character, substance, DNA, convictions) before we focus on the fruits of our ministry?
Because when there is inner change, there is outer reaction.
At the end of the day God does not directly gives us glory for the things we've done physically, but the intangibles that we observed.
Before we run after our ministry, we need to run first to God before He can empower us.
It is the roots that cause the tree to bear much fruit.
Many a times people are in awe of the fruits more than the roots which should be the other way round.
Although the immediate thought of roots are: tedious, dirty and more ploughing, that is how a tree gets growing.
To bear good fruits, we need to have good roots.
Shouldn't we then take to observe our roots(insides, character, substance, DNA, convictions) before we focus on the fruits of our ministry?
Because when there is inner change, there is outer reaction.
At the end of the day God does not directly gives us glory for the things we've done physically, but the intangibles that we observed.
Before we run after our ministry, we need to run first to God before He can empower us.
May 3, 2009
Spectrum of enthus
I really want to get into your brains.
There was freshness breathed into me once again.
Having strength to with hold new glory is definitely a God-need.
I've learned that the human strength cannot do plenty.
Psalm 139 says the thoughts that God thinks about us are as many as the sand.
We were at Sentosa on Friday and i decided to count some sand.
Just a finger tip of it is already between 60-100 grains. (I know, seems silly)
I sensed it. A newness that gripped the heart. It will begin. It already has.
Out of the comfort, it's time for more.
One by one, again and again! : >
AWAITING FOR THE END OF THE EXAMS.
There was freshness breathed into me once again.
Having strength to with hold new glory is definitely a God-need.
I've learned that the human strength cannot do plenty.
Psalm 139 says the thoughts that God thinks about us are as many as the sand.
We were at Sentosa on Friday and i decided to count some sand.
Just a finger tip of it is already between 60-100 grains. (I know, seems silly)
I sensed it. A newness that gripped the heart. It will begin. It already has.
Out of the comfort, it's time for more.
One by one, again and again! : >
AWAITING FOR THE END OF THE EXAMS.
May 2, 2009
Made day heavenD
Douglas is teaching Justine Math now! It's heart warming, it is it is.
The next generation will be better than the previous generation :>
The next generation will be better than the previous generation :>
May 1, 2009
April 30, 2009
Who?
The skills and abilities are secondary, but the strength that arises inside is of more substance than the former.
Warriors with a fight, a desire, a drive, a passion, a determination and perseverance.
One who is obstinate in his beliefs and willing to strive for their dreams.
They are true heroes.
April 29, 2009
Down on low but refilling
Hahaha The Face Hunter show never fails to amuse me and inspire me.
Yvan Rodic you sho kool.
Stockholm!
Anyhow, school's been good! : >
Lots of reading to do though.
Business Law, Sales Management, Servie Ettiqute, Project Managing and Scheduling.
Yikes.
There are some feelings that I really don't like to feel
Yvan Rodic you sho kool.
Stockholm!
Anyhow, school's been good! : >
Lots of reading to do though.
Business Law, Sales Management, Servie Ettiqute, Project Managing and Scheduling.
Yikes.
There are some feelings that I really don't like to feel
April 24, 2009
Stop
The light will always be at the end of every tunnel.
We can choose to be concentrated about being in the darkness of the tunnel, or looking towards the light and staying focused on moving towards it. People do have the tendency to live in the now more than the future. Although there are times we need to be engulfed in the darkness to be transformed or changed on the inside and many do not like it, we should look forward to the aftermath.
That's why problems never break me. We decide the way we look at things. You decide.
We can choose to be concentrated about being in the darkness of the tunnel, or looking towards the light and staying focused on moving towards it. People do have the tendency to live in the now more than the future. Although there are times we need to be engulfed in the darkness to be transformed or changed on the inside and many do not like it, we should look forward to the aftermath.
That's why problems never break me. We decide the way we look at things. You decide.
April 22, 2009
White rabbits
I like what Ps Josh Kelsey says in his blog:
"Colossians 1:19-20
19For God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in him, 20and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether things on earth or things in heaven, by making peace through his blood, shed on the cross.
We argue between the following...
Big Church or Small church
Giving to Church or Giving to Justice causes
Jews or Gentiles
Greeks or non Greeks
Rich or Poor
Developed or Undeveloped
Black or White
Loud or Quiet
Shout or Whisper
Happy or Sad
Laughter or Crying
Resting or Working
Leader or Follower
Organic or Structured
Corporate or Personal
Stadiums or Houses
Preaching or Sharing
Young or Old
Fast or Slow
Spirit or Teaching
Inspiration or Doctrine
Heaven or Earth...
We take sides, we miss the point, we cause division, we miss the opportunity.
God is the God of both.
Why not embrace both."
It's true.
Is there such a thing as a time machine where we can turn back time?
"Colossians 1:19-20
19For God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in him, 20and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether things on earth or things in heaven, by making peace through his blood, shed on the cross.
We argue between the following...
Big Church or Small church
Giving to Church or Giving to Justice causes
Jews or Gentiles
Greeks or non Greeks
Rich or Poor
Developed or Undeveloped
Black or White
Loud or Quiet
Shout or Whisper
Happy or Sad
Laughter or Crying
Resting or Working
Leader or Follower
Organic or Structured
Corporate or Personal
Stadiums or Houses
Preaching or Sharing
Young or Old
Fast or Slow
Spirit or Teaching
Inspiration or Doctrine
Heaven or Earth...
We take sides, we miss the point, we cause division, we miss the opportunity.
God is the God of both.
Why not embrace both."
It's true.
Is there such a thing as a time machine where we can turn back time?
April 20, 2009
April 19, 2009
σύντροφος ψυχής
"Let your heart catch up with your mind."
I know. My mind's running too fast.
Slowing down, pacing myself and re-defining the deep encounters.
I want butterflies all over again.
Yes I do. With You.
I cherish E5 so dear. They are so important!
I know. My mind's running too fast.
Slowing down, pacing myself and re-defining the deep encounters.
I want butterflies all over again.
Yes I do. With You.
I cherish E5 so dear. They are so important!
April 18, 2009
April 15, 2009
Nostalgic
I don't like old age. It makes me emotional. If there's one thing I hate, that would be death.
Grand dad's stuck in some hospital in China, all alone. We're gonna do some visits to China. Though we were never close, there is of course a sentimental attachment because afterall he still is my Grand dad. The once strong and tanned is now weak and frail. With a hunch he speaks in a Mandrian that I can hardly communicate in. I wish we could do life all over again with erased errors and things we've done wrong. Grand dad has no second chances. His past is his present. He mirrors the image of every Dad who is never there for his kids.
"I am afraid of death," he muttered out of a very sickly breath.
Now he's waiting for the time. And I'm waiting he be redeemed.
Grand dad's stuck in some hospital in China, all alone. We're gonna do some visits to China. Though we were never close, there is of course a sentimental attachment because afterall he still is my Grand dad. The once strong and tanned is now weak and frail. With a hunch he speaks in a Mandrian that I can hardly communicate in. I wish we could do life all over again with erased errors and things we've done wrong. Grand dad has no second chances. His past is his present. He mirrors the image of every Dad who is never there for his kids.
"I am afraid of death," he muttered out of a very sickly breath.
Now he's waiting for the time. And I'm waiting he be redeemed.
Crystal Castle is an awesome electronic band. They may sound weird though hahaha.
Today was rocking. I love ground work.
3.5 here I come.
Life's about God, people, biographies, more books, music, time and fashion. What more can I ask.
Today was rocking. I love ground work.
3.5 here I come.
Life's about God, people, biographies, more books, music, time and fashion. What more can I ask.
April 13, 2009
April 12, 2009
In one accord
“The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently”-Nietzsche
I like uprooting and replanting. Today was sure.
What's part of me, is part of you. We're a team. :>
We just need a little more compassion to unveil which was blind.
April 11, 2009
Hold my heart tonight
Today was a series of shock for me. Let me explain.
1. ...
2. I saw Sheila Loh and Becky. Especially Sheila, whom we hahahahed a lot in SJC. Those were the days. And how they were my favourite seniors and how much I invited them but I was rejected an upteen times and mocked by them. (Yeah so many ands as i'm still bewildered by it and am trying to cope within a breathe.)
3. Lynn came today (Classmate in RP sem 2.. One of the many favourite girls. Had my heart on her and Jazreel did the inviting!)
4. Andy Lim is coming tomorrow (Jazreel again. Now this time, Andy wanted to surprise me)
My hearts grinning with content as I sat there looking at the crowed. Pastor How just blows me away time and time again. It was a one stone two birds approach. HoGc has really grown to the level of being effectively smart and serious yet not lacking the warmth, family feel and especially the presence of God. I am proud of my Pastors!
Life has seemingly been on an uphill. I love my life and enjoy every part of it. This season is really the grind but grind's good because God's moving in our hearts, building on the inside that causes an outward expolsion. Although I look to the after, but the now intrigues me to dwell deeper into my basics and foundations.
I really miss Imai. I miss FTMS and life in FTMS. But we got to move on. :>
A group of us are gonna work on an e-commerce venture. It's gonna kick off well and I can't wait for it!
Everyone's telling me how much I've grown up. I really did, and I liked (should be present tense aye? Hahha) the process of growing up.
Nights. Awaiting for service tomorrow cause cousin's coming and I see a revival in my family. Oh oh oh I have to tell you. As I was worshipping just now, I saw my dad being saved and tears just flowed. This day will come.
1. ...
2. I saw Sheila Loh and Becky. Especially Sheila, whom we hahahahed a lot in SJC. Those were the days. And how they were my favourite seniors and how much I invited them but I was rejected an upteen times and mocked by them. (Yeah so many ands as i'm still bewildered by it and am trying to cope within a breathe.)
3. Lynn came today (Classmate in RP sem 2.. One of the many favourite girls. Had my heart on her and Jazreel did the inviting!)
4. Andy Lim is coming tomorrow (Jazreel again. Now this time, Andy wanted to surprise me)
My hearts grinning with content as I sat there looking at the crowed. Pastor How just blows me away time and time again. It was a one stone two birds approach. HoGc has really grown to the level of being effectively smart and serious yet not lacking the warmth, family feel and especially the presence of God. I am proud of my Pastors!
Life has seemingly been on an uphill. I love my life and enjoy every part of it. This season is really the grind but grind's good because God's moving in our hearts, building on the inside that causes an outward expolsion. Although I look to the after, but the now intrigues me to dwell deeper into my basics and foundations.
I really miss Imai. I miss FTMS and life in FTMS. But we got to move on. :>
A group of us are gonna work on an e-commerce venture. It's gonna kick off well and I can't wait for it!
Everyone's telling me how much I've grown up. I really did, and I liked (should be present tense aye? Hahha) the process of growing up.
Nights. Awaiting for service tomorrow cause cousin's coming and I see a revival in my family. Oh oh oh I have to tell you. As I was worshipping just now, I saw my dad being saved and tears just flowed. This day will come.
April 9, 2009
April 6, 2009
This is the sound of a settling
We ran E Zone's Welcome Party for Charleston and Jamie last night.
Everyone of us was in a fluster before the event started but it all kicked off as I see the people taking initiative.
I love doing this as it just got us closer, tighter.
Sure E Zone's gonna grow in love, in bonds, in affection for each other.
Sure we're gonna break through..
I'm excited, ecstatic because it's gonna be exponential.
April's here already, time passes by way too quickly.
Missing the guys already. Love it when you see them smile after a cry, feel more assured and encouraged..
They are just too awesome..
Leaving for Church in a while for a powerpact prayer meeting with the guys.. I can't wait to get soaked in the presence of God over again man. Gonna lunch with mom first, miss her so much. Haven't got to see her because I'm home so late everyday..
Right now I'm eating Milano Mint cookies. What an unearthly hour for cookies aye. Hahaha
Keep loving what you do! :>
Everyone of us was in a fluster before the event started but it all kicked off as I see the people taking initiative.
I love doing this as it just got us closer, tighter.
Sure E Zone's gonna grow in love, in bonds, in affection for each other.
Sure we're gonna break through..
I'm excited, ecstatic because it's gonna be exponential.
April's here already, time passes by way too quickly.
Missing the guys already. Love it when you see them smile after a cry, feel more assured and encouraged..
They are just too awesome..
Leaving for Church in a while for a powerpact prayer meeting with the guys.. I can't wait to get soaked in the presence of God over again man. Gonna lunch with mom first, miss her so much. Haven't got to see her because I'm home so late everyday..
Right now I'm eating Milano Mint cookies. What an unearthly hour for cookies aye. Hahaha
Keep loving what you do! :>
April 3, 2009
Everywhere round
The TV ad on 'Be Heard In Chinese' inspires me to get my Mandarin all right again..
Today was a busy busy busy day, but it was fruitful travelling from place to another especially with the greatest team. Life is the best done with them.
"Being successful is individual, but being successful in a team is even more important."
Today was a busy busy busy day, but it was fruitful travelling from place to another especially with the greatest team. Life is the best done with them.
"Being successful is individual, but being successful in a team is even more important."
April 2, 2009
Remember you really want this
Forward march
Hearts ablazed, unified with the same
Hearts ablazed, unified with the same
One decides the way we get together
10:15 arrives
Rewinding will let down
Forward march march past
In the end what really loves
Is what really stays
Is really what that matters
April 1, 2009
March 30, 2009
Breeding
Because the search for truth leads to love.
And we are programmed to desire.
Well I guess human beings shouldn't be too complicated. Simplicity's just plain amazing. Complexity brings confusion to the soul man..
Tomorrow's gonna be a great day, next few weeks are gonna be exciting. Can't wait to labour and harvest! It is time, again and again.
EASTER!
And we are programmed to desire.
Well I guess human beings shouldn't be too complicated. Simplicity's just plain amazing. Complexity brings confusion to the soul man..
Tomorrow's gonna be a great day, next few weeks are gonna be exciting. Can't wait to labour and harvest! It is time, again and again.
EASTER!
March 26, 2009
Obey obey
At Your Word
Hong Kong was crazy pink panthers. But I dearly missed everyone and about in Singapore. I had a countless thoughts that were worth thinking through and seeking God about.
Boy am I excited to be back. It's gonna be sooooooo good! Get ready for what is yet to come.
I refuse to accept no. No more hesitations. :>
March 20, 2009
March 19, 2009
Proverbs is so wise
Trust and gratitude
Substance and character
Convictions over culture
Details really determines destiny
Macro and micro
Relationships ultimately
Hunger
Others over self
HEART
In essence everything boils down to your heart. What is in your heart today? What emotions? Desires? Feelings? What draws you; what captivates you, what attracts you? What are you most disgusted by? What do you value most? Do you have time for others or are you always thinking about what you want to do or what you want others to do for you? What are your top 3 thoughts- main concerns/worried about? What do you constantly speak about all the time?
(I cannot remember the references of the other verses, but this is so important.)
Whatever a man thinks in his heart, so is he.
Matthew 6:21
For where ever your treasure is, there your heart will also be.
Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks.
Proverbs 18:21
Death and life are in the power of the tongue
Death and life are in the power of the tongue
The linkage of all 3 verses proves one very powerful point:
Whatever you set your heart to do, it will reciprocate with bodily actions and words.
Proverbs 21:2-3
All a man's ways seem right to him, but the LORD weighs the heart. To do what is right and just is more acceptable to the LORD than sacrifice.
March 18, 2009
March 14, 2009
Uncomplex vegemite
Robert Capa's 1936 picture "Death of a Loyalist Soldier"
Hello Elijah, prophet of my season.Yay to everyday :> Because it can change my world.
Simple simple simple simplicity simple trust assured you.
Faith Character Growth!
March 12, 2009
Quando quando quando
You mean happiness to me
It's my grandma's birthday this coming Monday! She's turning 70 and I still can't believe it. Cousins and I are gonna surprise Granny at her workplace. Although I've never been really close to her, or has she ever shown me affectionate love, but I don't want to live with regrets. Thing is, I was awe-struck (yeah, what a word to use) when my dad suggested what we could do. This is what a real man is. Making decisions, and taking the lead. Cool.. I love it when my dad's a man.
Everyone is growing old. Mom and Dad are 45 already. I'm 19, Nigel's 18. Everyone's old. They all need a listening ear.
I'm gonna visit the docs in a while. Hope medication will not drown me.
It's my grandma's birthday this coming Monday! She's turning 70 and I still can't believe it. Cousins and I are gonna surprise Granny at her workplace. Although I've never been really close to her, or has she ever shown me affectionate love, but I don't want to live with regrets. Thing is, I was awe-struck (yeah, what a word to use) when my dad suggested what we could do. This is what a real man is. Making decisions, and taking the lead. Cool.. I love it when my dad's a man.
Everyone is growing old. Mom and Dad are 45 already. I'm 19, Nigel's 18. Everyone's old. They all need a listening ear.
I'm gonna visit the docs in a while. Hope medication will not drown me.
March 11, 2009
Buripue
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I watched Van Helsing last night. And I liked it. Lol. I'm off to rest.
I watched Van Helsing last night. And I liked it. Lol. I'm off to rest.
March 10, 2009
Gummy for tods
When you and I know where our treasure, we'd find that there our heart will also be.
Treasure heart mind thoughts actions words spoken unapologetic- period.
Treasure heart mind thoughts actions words spoken unapologetic- period.
March 9, 2009
Hiccups on high
I am deeply touched by the things that the CG does. It's really not the big things. But the smallest actions and the smallest words. God works with the small, the details.
And boy am I excited, because this is just the beginning...
And boy am I excited, because this is just the beginning...
March 8, 2009
March 7, 2009
Cause
ECP with E6/E60. Arcade - DDR, photo hunt, DJmax look a like. Parkway area - Pet's Kingdom and rabbits/puppies (shoooooo cute). Bused to church, talked about hahahheehe. Home - Michelle's stayed over! Ate tang yuan, prata with Leon and Michelle.
Fun and dead tired. Pix tmr :>
Balmain Spring 2009 is plain amazing. Christophe Decarnin is fashion king.
Fun and dead tired. Pix tmr :>
Balmain Spring 2009 is plain amazing. Christophe Decarnin is fashion king.
March 6, 2009
will you?
I forgot how to fall asleep.
Pixies never exist.
I like the word 'anymore'.
I think I'm really queer.
Love the black night sky with flashes of boltz and the splashing sound when cars run into puddles; hullos from heaven come in booms.
Love the nights to myself. I think a lot and find myself :>
And I love you Garrett, you're the most awesomest to meeeee!
Fp with Justin was plain amazing. The next generation will always be better! Spent today with the VS boyzzz. They are cool. Junrong, Liwei, Chongswee, Jia Cheng; & especially Taitiang. Dinner @ Katong Shopping Centre was a killer. The vege soup there is worth a million bux. Think it's only 50centz as it was a package with the chicrice. Mini talks with David and GS was homely. Kelson was being mean while trying to take pix of me.
Okey, time to myself and God. Nights!
March 5, 2009
O.O
This is so unsightly of me: (Pink mattress cover, sweet polka dot/stripes quilt cover/girly gmail theme) Reminds me so much of Xinjie.
Common food for these two weeks: It's either salad with Japanese dressing, or prata. I know. All that weight counts.
Subjugate fears
cap⋅ti⋅vate
/ˈkæptəˌveɪt/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [kap-tuh-veyt]
–verb (used with object), -vat⋅ed, -vat⋅ing.
To attract and hold the attention or interest of, as by beauty or excellence; enchant
/ˈkæptəˌveɪt/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [kap-tuh-veyt]
–verb (used with object), -vat⋅ed, -vat⋅ing.
To attract and hold the attention or interest of, as by beauty or excellence; enchant
I like how they use enchant as part of being captivated on Dictionary.com
The picture depicts a thousand words.
Me needs breeze. He doesn't cajole, nor does He coax. You are just left with one choice and two options. Being convicted is a very strong word. How convicted are we on what we stand? I really need to let it sink in me... Even deeper.
Today was funny man. I went to meet the guys (about 20 of them to a minority me) for a game of basketball.. Mervyn's really funny and so is Phengwu. Then we saw this really small boy, say pri 3? He was the bravest boy but my heart goes out to him. Loitering at the estates and barging into an ongoing 'match' really caught my attention. When he played, he seemed as if he was Yao Ming, reaching the basket and dunking the ball in. He was just about half my size. What an adorable kid who really needs to know God.
Please E6, when we're around Kelson let's all speak in Mandarin. He has chinese remedial! Haahh chinese is a torture.. I love the day to day life with them. Then I was talking to Taitiang on the phone, doing some catching up... He really has been through much. But you're doing awesome, bud. Keep going :>
Friday stayover with Ai Qin (Michelle heheh)! We gonna party girl style. Yeah, just two of us! Hahaha
And i've got tons of jogging outings. One with Furong, one with Yunwai, one with Leon, one with Jieru, one with the CG. Work out!
March 3, 2009
For thy
I can't believe it's Tuesday already. The weeks pass by real quickly. Oh boy oh boy oh boy and so much has been happening.
While reading William Shakespeare's poems (I wanted to relive the literature days), I was caught off guard on how the generation evolves man. Still, I highly respect this man for his works although his background was disturbing. Perhaps it lead to him being so sophisticated minded with those creative juices and romanticism.
Rebuild ploughing harvesting waiting praying. Just like how Elijah prayed and held on to faith, and it finally rained after 3 1/2 years of drought. Right the way I want.
India is so full of cultures. I can't believe my dad's going there to work, prolly 4 years. :<
While reading William Shakespeare's poems (I wanted to relive the literature days), I was caught off guard on how the generation evolves man. Still, I highly respect this man for his works although his background was disturbing. Perhaps it lead to him being so sophisticated minded with those creative juices and romanticism.
Rebuild ploughing harvesting waiting praying. Just like how Elijah prayed and held on to faith, and it finally rained after 3 1/2 years of drought. Right the way I want.
India is so full of cultures. I can't believe my dad's going there to work, prolly 4 years. :<
March 2, 2009
February 28, 2009
Perceeds perceptions
And every time I pause, their voice to be heard amplifies. 'So much to be longed for', they thought, when the answer is right before them.
He said that I am in a preparation for what is larger, something even more magnified than the existing.
(Online blog updated between 1-7th April. Will be going on a buying trip + coming up with new stuff. See yall bunnies :>)
He said that I am in a preparation for what is larger, something even more magnified than the existing.
"He lived for a cause greater than himself; he lived for a dream bigger than society."-Rev. Tan Ye Pheng
(Online blog updated between 1-7th April. Will be going on a buying trip + coming up with new stuff. See yall bunnies :>)
February 27, 2009
Think happy fly
I realised that I am happy. Many aren't. Some are bitter with people, others hate their skin. A few are obsessed with their insecurities.
Are you happy?
HK on 21st March, BKK in Aug. Cannot wait for August to come because I can see Luktarn and her bf, Mickey and Boongkee. (Yes, they are from Thailand therefore the names. You don't want me to spell out their surnames man)
Are you happy?
HK on 21st March, BKK in Aug. Cannot wait for August to come because I can see Luktarn and her bf, Mickey and Boongkee. (Yes, they are from Thailand therefore the names. You don't want me to spell out their surnames man)
Love will tear us apart
I wanna study in London/New York/Japan/Sweden/France, please?It spells F-A-S-H-I-O-N.
I'd prolly be taking my classes soon, and then open my boutique before I hit 21. Imagine me, the next Alexander Wang. (LOL) Asians in the Western markets totally rocks.
I've been meaning to read Lester Sumrall and Billy Graham's biographies soon. Travelling into the peaks, valleys and storm of their lives - what an experience. Success doesn't really mean a thing unless you feel significant. The whole issue about the world we live in today is that we are not oblivious to the now. We need to gain perspective. We need foresight. Although convenience has attached itself to mankind, the seemingly disturbing multiplication of various gadgets, tools, thoughts and even food causes a need to be able to differentiate; to tell from what is good and what is not.
More than being good ol' citizens of this nation, we need fire starters and world leaders who would set this world apart from being the same, mediocre, boring or mundane. The commontion on who is best really doesn't matter anymore.
Incidentally I really do stand on this: We either make believe, or die.
Pa, I am going to make you proud.
(But are you really that blind?)
February 26, 2009
Everything around you will become supersized
Tunic - La Garconne
Heels/leggings - Topshop
It pays to be sick. Thanks Garrett and Maryse for the lion soft toy :>
I named him Courage.
'Now you've got a brighter smile. And I think I'm gonna like it.'
Heels/leggings - Topshop
It pays to be sick. Thanks Garrett and Maryse for the lion soft toy :>
I named him Courage.
'Now you've got a brighter smile. And I think I'm gonna like it.'
February 25, 2009
February 24, 2009
You've only one chance
Heart of Singapore (At 3am, Maryse and I were roaming about Town)
Old SJC Reunion (I'm glad we're still here)
Life's a wreck without the anchor.
But I'm holding tight to my anchor even without the lights, gimmicks, glory and fame.
Because they are not bringing me through eternity.
Brand new.
February 23, 2009
February 22, 2009
:<
Chino passed on today while my mom was feeding him.
It's getting too emotional, but I pray that Chino will be in my mansion when I go to Heaven..
I never ever thought I'd grow so attached to him. My eyes are so swollen now hahah!
It's getting too emotional, but I pray that Chino will be in my mansion when I go to Heaven..
I never ever thought I'd grow so attached to him. My eyes are so swollen now hahah!
Death is so hard to grasp. (Be it spiritual, mental, emotiona or physical.)
But the afterlife will be determined.
February 20, 2009
jsdhskafj;s
Chino is terribly sick. My poor chinchilla lost so much weight. He can't eat, can't sleep, can't move. The pain in his mouth is causing this lil' gerbil type to suffer much. :< Please pray for him. The specialized vet will only be free on Monday. I don't know if Chino will last till then.
Chino is my favourite, always will.
Ally's 21st birthday - Twenty six @ Bigsplash. Had snowball and Allyson sensation (named after her hahahah) Awesome ambience, bad food.
Good night! :>
(It's a spiritual warfare!!!!!)
Chino is my favourite, always will.
Ally's 21st birthday - Twenty six @ Bigsplash. Had snowball and Allyson sensation (named after her hahahah) Awesome ambience, bad food.
Good night! :>
(It's a spiritual warfare!!!!!)
February 17, 2009
The best of us Vrebuilt
And at the end of the day, the gloy goes to You
Rebuild the ark with lebonan wood, piece by piece, one by one. It just rejuvenates to have a touch of heaven.
Rebuild the ark with lebonan wood, piece by piece, one by one. It just rejuvenates to have a touch of heaven.
February 16, 2009
Renewal
Because they've taken off their masks, along with catatonic faces but with a stoned heart. Lanquid they are for it has blurred their purposes. Preserve only what we last saw, not of the now.
A non ephemeral it is. The zephyr of God will come.
A non ephemeral it is. The zephyr of God will come.
February 14, 2009
Heavenly surprises
Good Ol' SJC days with anonymous Valentine's day gifts all the time. (EEKS)
Modern day martyrs - fantabulous. Pastor Joakim is my 2nd favourite Pastor besides our awesome Pastor How and Pastor Lia!
Dinner with part of E6!
Life spent with them is penned in my heart : >
Daddy bought me meepok supper. I love me daddy. He would walk me to the bus stops in the mornings when I was below 17, pick me up from bus stops/void decks if I come home after 10pm, buy me food, do my laundry, make my bed, household chores that he wouldn't want me to touch, text me to find out where I am. I love my dad. Best dad ever. No matter what you did in the past, it's the future that matters : >
Modern day martyrs - fantabulous. Pastor Joakim is my 2nd favourite Pastor besides our awesome Pastor How and Pastor Lia!
Dinner with part of E6!
Life spent with them is penned in my heart : >
Daddy bought me meepok supper. I love me daddy. He would walk me to the bus stops in the mornings when I was below 17, pick me up from bus stops/void decks if I come home after 10pm, buy me food, do my laundry, make my bed, household chores that he wouldn't want me to touch, text me to find out where I am. I love my dad. Best dad ever. No matter what you did in the past, it's the future that matters : >
February 13, 2009
February 12, 2009
4th post of the day due to diahorrea
WHO CARES, JUST CHIONG! :>
2 Cor 4:8. God, i hold strong to your word. You my hero. Luvyoualways.
2 Cor 4:8. God, i hold strong to your word. You my hero. Luvyoualways.
Puppets
I want to live in Alaska. And make friends with polar bears and penguins. Living in igloos. Watching avalanches. Rubbing both hands together. Joining sled dog teams, racing time. Replacing snowmobiles with Canadian Eskimo dogs. Create fellowship with eskimos.
How fun.
God is so faithful, all the time.
How fun.
God is so faithful, all the time.
Goingon
I'd like to disappear to act. Retreat.
S is going down. Down down down.
We make believe with our minds so touch your heart with one choice.
Warfare.
February 10, 2009
Beyondthepast
Because you've already been sewn into my system eventhough it was never meant to be. We can only remain as far back as our memories could hold. There was never us.
'Sweet Tapioca Porridge' was so at home and comfortable. Depicting Ah Fong and Hock Seng falling deep into love for their first time. There's one part I really like. 'Keep walking. Though it hurts, keep walking.' 'I want you to walk with me.'
I will.
Now is now, tomorrow is tomorrow. Seize today.
'Sweet Tapioca Porridge' was so at home and comfortable. Depicting Ah Fong and Hock Seng falling deep into love for their first time. There's one part I really like. 'Keep walking. Though it hurts, keep walking.' 'I want you to walk with me.'
I will.
Now is now, tomorrow is tomorrow. Seize today.
February 9, 2009
50 75 100
For this time I'd rather sacrifice than decelerate. Towards destiny and high calling brought down to earth, magified by magnificence. Created. When imperfection reaches out its hand, it sets to see life run by ruining chances. Dust. Weaved with solid hands and perfect indulgences as the word spoke forth. Journey. One by one they form, distancing into a milestone. Give thanks. Multitudes. Multiply.
So beautiful.
February 7, 2009
February 6, 2009
Touchingvividmoments
We had fun trying to zoom and focus in the office today!
Cheryl CHM, Weiling and Noni (hahaha touch compeition on whose photography's better
For This Cycle's Paper feet is unbelievably good.
I say yay to the local scene.
10 things about myself:
1. Yes to the local movement
2. History and literature is a die for
3. I would like to study fashion design/creative directing
4. MKA has a great sense of style
5. I like my milo with condensed milk
6. Personal heros: Moses, Sophie Scholl, Martin Luther King, Winston Churchill, Nelson Mandela,
7. Favourites: Sylvia Plath and Elizabeth Bishop's poems (They died a tragedy), W. H. Auden. As I read about many poets, I realised some suffer from depression therefore the twig in their convictions that compel to the way they write.
8. Alexander Wang and Balmain makes me
9. Hosanna Hosanna I surrender all
10. Dare to be different; Dare to stand out from the rest, even when the majority is against you - racial differences, equal rights, truth, religion
We can have an array of opinions, but I'm sticking to what I choose to believe.
I really don't care. I just want to do what I do for God. And that is what I do best- trusing in You when all else fails.
And I was telling Xing how I really want to create my own label. Behind every collection is a story of revelations and seasons or trails, convictions and beliefs seen in my pieces.
xing says:
God's opening up our destinies bit by bit
xing says:
all of us are realising our definations in life
xing says:
who we are
xing says:
what will we do
Tell me, how can we not love being in church and being surrounded by people with the same values and convictions, doing life together!
Towards God-dependence I would say. CG yesterday was awesome. E6 caught a whole new perspective of their Christian journey. I shared about how Moses progressed from being dependent, to being independent and towards God-dependence which was exactly the season of the CG. They have gone another level of having to draw the presence of God, by themselves.
I love talking to Jieru! She just brings me higher (:
On the sidenote, Esther Ong YOU MADE MY DAY!
Cheryl CHM, Weiling and Noni (hahaha touch compeition on whose photography's better
For This Cycle's Paper feet is unbelievably good.
I say yay to the local scene.
10 things about myself:
1. Yes to the local movement
2. History and literature is a die for
3. I would like to study fashion design/creative directing
4. MKA has a great sense of style
5. I like my milo with condensed milk
6. Personal heros: Moses, Sophie Scholl, Martin Luther King, Winston Churchill, Nelson Mandela,
7. Favourites: Sylvia Plath and Elizabeth Bishop's poems (They died a tragedy), W. H. Auden. As I read about many poets, I realised some suffer from depression therefore the twig in their convictions that compel to the way they write.
8. Alexander Wang and Balmain makes me
9. Hosanna Hosanna I surrender all
10. Dare to be different; Dare to stand out from the rest, even when the majority is against you - racial differences, equal rights, truth, religion
We can have an array of opinions, but I'm sticking to what I choose to believe.
I really don't care. I just want to do what I do for God. And that is what I do best- trusing in You when all else fails.
And I was telling Xing how I really want to create my own label. Behind every collection is a story of revelations and seasons or trails, convictions and beliefs seen in my pieces.
xing says:
God's opening up our destinies bit by bit
xing says:
all of us are realising our definations in life
xing says:
who we are
xing says:
what will we do
Tell me, how can we not love being in church and being surrounded by people with the same values and convictions, doing life together!
Towards God-dependence I would say. CG yesterday was awesome. E6 caught a whole new perspective of their Christian journey. I shared about how Moses progressed from being dependent, to being independent and towards God-dependence which was exactly the season of the CG. They have gone another level of having to draw the presence of God, by themselves.
I love talking to Jieru! She just brings me higher (:
On the sidenote, Esther Ong YOU MADE MY DAY!
February 5, 2009
Representing whatnots
This Ch5 movie:
S1: But he's not like us.
S2: There is no us.
That's how we do it. We are one.
Local scene's media and music's coming up. Love those local shortclips. Like how 'Sweet Tapioca Porridge' looks extremly good. I want to influence this media generation.
Hitler has changed the meaning of war
But Sophie Scholl stood up because the reason has become atrocious.
Fighters; we need to be fighters.
Loving is not a motive, never is and never will be.
S1: But he's not like us.
S2: There is no us.
That's how we do it. We are one.
Local scene's media and music's coming up. Love those local shortclips. Like how 'Sweet Tapioca Porridge' looks extremly good. I want to influence this media generation.
Hitler has changed the meaning of war
But Sophie Scholl stood up because the reason has become atrocious.
Fighters; we need to be fighters.
Loving is not a motive, never is and never will be.
February 2, 2009
Mercy
Perspective
Outward
Others
Pro-active
Step up
Initiate
Ip Man blew my mind away. I was completely stunned at how this Chinese would sacrifice for his people. We should be the same- making a stand even in the midst of disadvantage. He inspired me to rise even higher. People may laugh, mock, or insult, but the true test lies if we'd still go ahead even though trails like these will come. He is a real man.
I am convicted that we have to choose the path alone. Friends and family can influence the route we take, but ultimately it takes our own decision, our own stand, our own convictions.
What is your stand today? Are you wavered by what your friends have been doing? Are you rebelling just so you would gain some attention?
We all have our needs and wants and desires. Matthew 6:21 'For for your heart is, there your treasure will be.'
Outward
Others
Pro-active
Step up
Initiate
Ip Man blew my mind away. I was completely stunned at how this Chinese would sacrifice for his people. We should be the same- making a stand even in the midst of disadvantage. He inspired me to rise even higher. People may laugh, mock, or insult, but the true test lies if we'd still go ahead even though trails like these will come. He is a real man.
I am convicted that we have to choose the path alone. Friends and family can influence the route we take, but ultimately it takes our own decision, our own stand, our own convictions.
What is your stand today? Are you wavered by what your friends have been doing? Are you rebelling just so you would gain some attention?
We all have our needs and wants and desires. Matthew 6:21 'For for your heart is, there your treasure will be.'
January 31, 2009
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