Hold my heart tonight

Today was a series of shock for me. Let me explain.

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2. I saw Sheila Loh and Becky. Especially Sheila, whom we hahahahed a lot in SJC. Those were the days. And how they were my favourite seniors and how much I invited them but I was rejected an upteen times and mocked by them. (Yeah so many ands as i'm still bewildered by it and am trying to cope within a breathe.)
3. Lynn came today (Classmate in RP sem 2.. One of the many favourite girls. Had my heart on her and Jazreel did the inviting!)
4. Andy Lim is coming tomorrow (Jazreel again. Now this time, Andy wanted to surprise me)


My hearts grinning with content as I sat there looking at the crowed. Pastor How just blows me away time and time again. It was a one stone two birds approach. HoGc has really grown to the level of being effectively smart and serious yet not lacking the warmth, family feel and especially the presence of God. I am proud of my Pastors!

Life has seemingly been on an uphill. I love my life and enjoy every part of it. This season is really the grind but grind's good because God's moving in our hearts, building on the inside that causes an outward expolsion. Although I look to the after, but the now intrigues me to dwell deeper into my basics and foundations.

I really miss Imai. I miss FTMS and life in FTMS. But we got to move on. :>

A group of us are gonna work on an e-commerce venture. It's gonna kick off well and I can't wait for it!

Everyone's telling me how much I've grown up. I really did, and I liked (should be present tense aye? Hahha) the process of growing up.

Nights. Awaiting for service tomorrow cause cousin's coming and I see a revival in my family. Oh oh oh I have to tell you. As I was worshipping just now, I saw my dad being saved and tears just flowed. This day will come.