April 30, 2009

Who?

The skills and abilities are secondary, but the strength that arises inside is of more substance than the former.
Warriors with a fight, a desire, a drive, a passion, a determination and perseverance.
One who is obstinate in his beliefs and willing to strive for their dreams.
They are true heroes.

Hello Sean!
We were bored.

April 29, 2009

Down on low but refilling

Hahaha The Face Hunter show never fails to amuse me and inspire me.
Yvan Rodic you sho kool.
Stockholm!

Anyhow, school's been good! : >
Lots of reading to do though.
Business Law, Sales Management, Servie Ettiqute, Project Managing and Scheduling.
Yikes.

There are some feelings that I really don't like to feel

April 24, 2009

2008 was all in chessus.
2009 is in tworice.

I want to yearn all over again.

Stop

The light will always be at the end of every tunnel.

We can choose to be concentrated about being in the darkness of the tunnel, or looking towards the light and staying focused on moving towards it. People do have the tendency to live in the now more than the future. Although there are times we need to be engulfed in the darkness to be transformed or changed on the inside and many do not like it, we should look forward to the aftermath.

That's why problems never break me. We decide the way we look at things. You decide.

April 22, 2009

White rabbits

I like what Ps Josh Kelsey says in his blog:

"Colossians 1:19-20
19For God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in him, 20and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether things on earth or things in heaven, by making peace through his blood, shed on the cross.

We argue between the following...

Big Church or Small church
Giving to Church or Giving to Justice causes
Jews or Gentiles
Greeks or non Greeks
Rich or Poor
Developed or Undeveloped
Black or White
Loud or Quiet
Shout or Whisper
Happy or Sad
Laughter or Crying
Resting or Working
Leader or Follower
Organic or Structured
Corporate or Personal
Stadiums or Houses
Preaching or Sharing
Young or Old
Fast or Slow
Spirit or Teaching
Inspiration or Doctrine
Heaven or Earth...

We take sides, we miss the point, we cause division, we miss the opportunity.
God is the God of both.
Why not embrace both."

It's true.
Is there such a thing as a time machine where we can turn back time?

Love you long time Lykke Li



I'm really happy.

April 20, 2009

3 and 7

LEO is so lagging but Joshua is still my current hero

April 19, 2009



Look! It's so cute. Promotes vegetables instead of candy and anything sweet.
Oh no, It's here.

σύντροφος ψυχής

"Let your heart catch up with your mind."
I know. My mind's running too fast.

Slowing down, pacing myself and re-defining the deep encounters.
I want butterflies all over again.
Yes I do. With You.


I cherish E5 so dear. They are so important!

April 18, 2009

999999999 reasons

You are the reason why they are my reason.

April 15, 2009

Nostalgic

I don't like old age. It makes me emotional. If there's one thing I hate, that would be death.

Grand dad's stuck in some hospital in China, all alone. We're gonna do some visits to China. Though we were never close, there is of course a sentimental attachment because afterall he still is my Grand dad. The once strong and tanned is now weak and frail. With a hunch he speaks in a Mandrian that I can hardly communicate in. I wish we could do life all over again with erased errors and things we've done wrong. Grand dad has no second chances. His past is his present. He mirrors the image of every Dad who is never there for his kids.

"I am afraid of death," he muttered out of a very sickly breath.

Now he's waiting for the time. And I'm waiting he be redeemed.
Skip the expression, miss the hair.


Crystal Castle is an awesome electronic band. They may sound weird though hahaha.

Today was rocking. I love ground work.
3.5 here I come.
Life's about God, people, biographies, more books, music, time and fashion. What more can I ask.

April 13, 2009

"I understand.." are the most affirming 2 words I've ever known.

More than light, dust and stuff


This generation needs you because we're all too broken and wounded.
It's so perverse seeing them suffer in hurt and negligence.

God I pray that they will come to know you...

April 12, 2009

In one accord


“The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently”-Nietzsche







I like uprooting and replanting. Today was sure.
What's part of me, is part of you. We're a team. :>

We just need a little more compassion to unveil which was blind.


April 11, 2009

Rose: That wonderful time when the sun dips in July. She is tepid. She is a sometime romanticist and sweeties on a silver tray.

Hold my heart tonight

Today was a series of shock for me. Let me explain.

1. ...
2. I saw Sheila Loh and Becky. Especially Sheila, whom we hahahahed a lot in SJC. Those were the days. And how they were my favourite seniors and how much I invited them but I was rejected an upteen times and mocked by them. (Yeah so many ands as i'm still bewildered by it and am trying to cope within a breathe.)
3. Lynn came today (Classmate in RP sem 2.. One of the many favourite girls. Had my heart on her and Jazreel did the inviting!)
4. Andy Lim is coming tomorrow (Jazreel again. Now this time, Andy wanted to surprise me)


My hearts grinning with content as I sat there looking at the crowed. Pastor How just blows me away time and time again. It was a one stone two birds approach. HoGc has really grown to the level of being effectively smart and serious yet not lacking the warmth, family feel and especially the presence of God. I am proud of my Pastors!

Life has seemingly been on an uphill. I love my life and enjoy every part of it. This season is really the grind but grind's good because God's moving in our hearts, building on the inside that causes an outward expolsion. Although I look to the after, but the now intrigues me to dwell deeper into my basics and foundations.

I really miss Imai. I miss FTMS and life in FTMS. But we got to move on. :>

A group of us are gonna work on an e-commerce venture. It's gonna kick off well and I can't wait for it!

Everyone's telling me how much I've grown up. I really did, and I liked (should be present tense aye? Hahha) the process of growing up.

Nights. Awaiting for service tomorrow cause cousin's coming and I see a revival in my family. Oh oh oh I have to tell you. As I was worshipping just now, I saw my dad being saved and tears just flowed. This day will come.

April 9, 2009

What's on the inside counts

"Fame, what you get is no tomorrow" - David Bowie

We're at Chester's house melting chocolates, pouring them into mould, washing hands, playing guitar, eating burgers, singing, playing dota (yeah them) and pouring more choc into the mould.

Definitely worth it :>

April 6, 2009

This is the sound of a settling

We ran E Zone's Welcome Party for Charleston and Jamie last night.
Everyone of us was in a fluster before the event started but it all kicked off as I see the people taking initiative.
I love doing this as it just got us closer, tighter.
Sure E Zone's gonna grow in love, in bonds, in affection for each other.
Sure we're gonna break through..
I'm excited, ecstatic because it's gonna be exponential.

April's here already, time passes by way too quickly.
Missing the guys already. Love it when you see them smile after a cry, feel more assured and encouraged..
They are just too awesome..

Leaving for Church in a while for a powerpact prayer meeting with the guys.. I can't wait to get soaked in the presence of God over again man. Gonna lunch with mom first, miss her so much. Haven't got to see her because I'm home so late everyday..

Right now I'm eating Milano Mint cookies. What an unearthly hour for cookies aye. Hahaha

Keep loving what you do! :>

April 3, 2009

Everywhere round

The TV ad on 'Be Heard In Chinese' inspires me to get my Mandarin all right again..

Today was a busy busy busy day, but it was fruitful travelling from place to another especially with the greatest team. Life is the best done with them.

"Being successful is individual, but being successful in a team is even more important."

April 2, 2009

Remember you really want this


Forward march
Hearts ablazed, unified with the same
One decides the way we get together
10:15 arrives
Rewinding will let down
Forward march march past
In the end what really loves
Is what really stays
Is really what that matters

April 1, 2009

Nuuuuuuuuu

Reconciliation.
You are the great pearl
That I trust so dear


From one end to the other.